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About
The Author

I grew up in eastern Massachusetts in
a suburb town near Boston called Belmont. As a nine-year-old I was attending
the Episcopal Church and basically taking the Bible at face value even though I
wasn’t that familiar with what it had to say. (But I was in the habit of
believing what I read, whether a narrative or command, which set my spiritual
course early on and made for an interesting spiritual journey which is still in
progress. I remember I once read (in those early days) a Bible command in the
Old Testament not to eat the blood, so not realizing the meat juice from a
cooked steak or roast wasn’t blood at all, I ceased consuming those juices with
a meal. This was the nature of my faith in the Word of God, which hasn’t
diminished.) Once, when the U.S. Army moved its anti-aircraft battery out of a
field on Belmont Hill right near where I lived, a couple of us kids scoured the
grounds for what we could find. I found an olive-green can about the size and
shape of a Hunts tomato paste can. It turned out to be a detonator-canister of
fulminate of mercury, used to set off the large sacks of powder that propelled
the anti-aircraft shells miles into the sky. I threw it at a large rock about
20 feet away (I was a good pitcher). It flew right toward the rock, and then at
the last moment it veered away from the rock at an angle, which left us two
boys scratching our heads. We then took the canister to some adults who were
playing tennis near our homes, who immediately called the police. A little
while later a bomb-squad van pulled up and two guys got out with a bucket of
water and tiptoed over to where we had placed the canister. They picked it up
and gently placed it in the bucket, took the bucket with detonator and tiptoed
back to the van and slowly drove away. That was the first of a couple very real
miracles I have witnessed that saved my life. My angel was working overtime
that day.
On
the cold snowy day of January 2, 1968 when I was 22 years old, I went to sea on
an old WWII submarine, the U.S.S. Blenny (SS 324), headed for Lisbon, Portugal,
then Rota, Spain, and then the Mediterranean Sea for a wonderful three month
patrol.


I
had grown up sailing small sailboats, so I loved it out at sea on a submarine,
which spent most of its time on the surface crashing through immense waves
(serving on that boat was like being on a peace-time version of that German
movie, "The Boat"). After I had gotten off active duty, sometime in
the spring of 1970 I became a baptized member of the Worldwide Church of God.
Although this small denomination was at that time an old covenant biased
Sabbatarian Christian church, we were imbued with the Holy Spirit as a group
and individually, even though many outside our fellowship didn’t think so and
labeled us a cult. We were cult-like, but decidedly not a cult. In the most
simplistic way possible the apostle Paul defined a Christian as someone who has
the indwelling Holy Spirit and is actively being led by this Holy Spirit
(Romans 8:9,14). So, as some denominations like to call it, I was born-again,
or received the Holy Spirit at my baptism, or even before, looking back in
time. I had a saving knowledge of God’s Word then, and even more so
now. Worldwide Church of God members knew their Bible from one end to the
other, and we were a praying church as well (Mr. Armstrong was always saying a
church walks forward on its knees). Herbert Armstrong laid a very good,
and very thorough foundation for Sabbath-keeping Churches of God. But
that is as far as he went. Foundations need buildings built upon
them. Be sure to check out the Worldwide Church of God section and
article to see what I mean by that.
From Sabbath to Sunday to Sabbath again
In
1986 Mr. Armstrong died, and Mr. Tkach Sr. took over the church, having been
appointed by Mr. Armstrong a year or two before his death to succeed him.
Then in the year 1995 this Sabbath-keeping Church of God went through a
very painful and interesting experience. As purported to be “a
better understanding of the Scriptures” this Sabbath-keeping Church of
God with historic roots going back to the 300s AD said that “days of
worship were an optional choice for believers.” (To see the
doctrinal/historic and somewhat literal connection between the Worldwide Church
of God, the early Church, and the Sabbath-keeping Churches of God in the 1600s,
see http://www.unityinchrist.com/history2/earlychurch1.htm and https://unityinchrist.com/history/historycog1.htm.) Mr. Tkach Sr. did not live past 1995 and the
monumental doctrinal changes he brought the Worldwide Church of God into.
As he was dying of cancer he appointed his son, Joe Tkach Jr. as the next
hierarchal leader over the Worldwide Church of God. Under Joe Tkach Jr.’s
leadership Worldwide essentially ceased to be a Sabbath/Holy Day observing
denomination by the year 2001. The whole painful experience that 89,000
Worldwide Church of God members went through is explained in the lead article
in the Worldwide Church of God section of this website (see https://unityinchrist.com/wwcofg/wwcofgod.html). Be sure to read that article to better understand
the extremely painful spiritual journey I made. Initially, I came through
the doctrinal changes Joe Tkach Sr. made, so I now believed that Sunday
observing Christians could also possess and be indwelt by the Holy
Spirit. (I was soon to learn by direct experience and observation just
how true that is, but I’m getting ahead of myself.) Under Joe Tkach Jr.,
at least from a member-level perspective, and maybe pastor-level perspective
too, Worldwide had become so unstable in its beliefs that I sought spiritual
nourishment elsewhere (while I was struggling on spiritual survival mode).
I had been a member of this fellowship for about 30 years now, but very sadly
their headquarters and many of their pastors had lost the ability to give a
nourishing sermon, probably due to the fact that doctrinal beliefs within the
Worldwide Church of God were changing at times, week by week during this
timespan from 1995 to 2001. I also learned at a mini-conference for New
England pastors of Worldwide (I helped run the sound system for that event)
that Headquarters and thus the denomination was quietly, but very forcefully
from the top down, drifting into Amillennialism and “replacement theology,”
which doctrinal eschatological interpretations I viewed and still view as being
extremely inaccurate and having strong anti-Semitic bias that has contributed
to anti-Semitism in Europe for 1700 years of ‘Church history.’ Quite
naturally, as a hungry sheep, looking for a group that taught accurately from
the Word of God, when a tiny Bible study that met on Sundays started up in the
town I lived in, I started to attend. They taught a pre-millennial
prophetic interpretation on prophecy which I was used to, and they also taught
very effectively from an expositional format, teaching verse by verse, chapter
by chapter, book by book, through the whole Word of God. I attended their
small Sunday Bible study for two and a half years, initially, and witnessed
their astounding growth from 12 members to about 125 members. Then within
the next four years they mushroomed to around 400 + members. I watched
people coming in from the local area, casting off addictions and sins, and then
over the years, I watched them grow in God’s agape-love for others, becoming
selfless Christians caring for the community in love and service for
others. This church was a Calvary Chapel, affiliated with Pastor Chuck
Smith’s Calvary Chapel in Costa Mesa, California. (log onto http://www.unityinchrist.com/history/smith.htm and https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8vmHFvnjPDw to see how this
recent Christian revival started in the early 1970s, started by God through
Pastor Chuck Smith. Pastor Chuck just died in 2014.) What I came to
realize by direct contact, observation and experience, was that the Holy Spirit
could exist and actually indwell some Sunday-observing Christians and groups.
All Sabbath-keeping Church of God believers, from their doctrinal stance and
understanding don’t believe Sunday-keepers can have the indwelling Holy
Spirit. That is something the Sabbath-keeping Churches of God down
through history didn’t always believe was possible. It’s a sincerely held
doctrinal view, and for the most part no animosity is held toward
Sunday-keepers, they just believe they’re sincerely deceived, they don’t
believe they’re “real Christians.” But by direct observation within a
loving Calvary Chapel congregation in my hometown, I could see people I knew
keeping 9 out of the 10 Commandments, not just in the letter, but in the
spirit, as commanded by Jesus in Matthew 5:17-48 (something not really possible
without God’s Holy Spirit). I spent 7.5 years in this local Calvary
Chapel.
From Calvary Chapel to the Messianic Jews
But
having been spiritually “brought up” in a Sabbath-keeping Church of God, I
didn’t feel totally comfortable with some of Calvary Chapel’s secondary
doctrines, and especially not keeping the Sabbath and Holy Days of Leviticus 23
(which interestingly enough, Calvary Chapels understand the prophetic/symbolic
meaning of, just as we had been taught in Worldwide---they even
understand that Jesus will return the Church in the Millennial Kingdom of God
on earth back to Sabbath and Holy Day observance. That was a real
pleasant surprise to me). I had been quietly keeping the Sabbath and Holy
Days on my own, not working on those days throughout my stay in Calvary
Chapel. But I sought a church that would actively keep those days. An
old exWCG friend who attended the same Calvary Chapel with me told me about a
wonderful tiny Messianic Jewish congregation that met about 8 miles west of my
town. I was soon to learn that God had been very busy restoring the
Jewish branch of the Body of Christ, via the Messianic Jewish movement, which
had really started to pick up steam around 1970, the same time-period when the
Calvary Chapels got started under Pastor Chuck Smith. Coincidence?
The rabbis have a saying “With the things of God there is no such thing as
coincidence.” So I started attending there for a couple years.
They were a very wonderful, friendly and warm congregation. I learned
enough from them and independent research to help me write the Messianic Jewish
section of this website (see http://www.unityinchrist.com/messianicmovement/messianicmovement.htm). Their doctrinal understanding of the prophetic
meaning of God’s Holy Days was quite similar to what Worldwide’s had been, but
wasn’t a perfect match. I still wasn’t totally comfortable there.
Back To The Sabbath-keeping Churches of God
If you read that article about the
Worldwide Church of God, you will see that after 1995 about 375 different,
often squabbling, bickering Sabbath-keeping Churches of God denominations had
formed, having split off of the old Worldwide Church of God. A close
exWCG friend of mine I’d known for about 40 years ran a Sabbath-keeping Church
of God house-church which was loosely affiliated with Fred Coulter’s Christian
Biblical Church of God. I started attending to lend support to her family
for reasons other than just wanting a place to attend on the Sabbath. I
attended there for two years. I was sort of comfortable attending their
tiny house-church, except that many in the group (as well as in Fred’s
denomination) held to the old Worldwide Church of God belief
that “Sunday-keeping ‘so-called’ Christians couldn’t possibly
have the Holy Spirit indwelling them.” At the same time I was challenged
to go into some pretty heavy research as to whether the Sabbath command had
actually been abrogated in the Bible (what Constantine did in 325AD doesn’t
count, only the Word of God counts to me). The article is in the WCG
section of this site, more on that later. Because of my belief about
Sunday-keepers having the ability (for whatever reason, I’m not totally sure)
to have the indwelling Holy Spirit, I wasn’t too comfortable within this house-church
and they weren’t that comfortable with me. After a couple years, though,
their tiny house-church divided into two smaller house-churches, over some
doctrinal differences. I went with the more independently-minded group,
which was more accepting of the few members composing it, who all held somewhat
differing beliefs (so we had to be accepting of minor doctrinal differences
within the group). I discovered within this tiny group two others, a
husband and wife, who essentially believed just as I do about Sunday-keepers
having the ability to have the Holy Spirit, for whatever reason. After a
couple more years spent there, I followed this family into a local congregation
of the United Church of God. Questions about unity in the Body of Christ,
and especially within the terribly fractured Sabbath-keeping Church of God side
of the Body of Christ have greatly concerned me of late, as I look for
spiritual reasons why such disunity exists amongst people that essentially all
believe the same things doctrinally. Articles on this theme will be
coming up in the WCG section of the site from time to time, as unity is an
issue close to my heart (it has been since the website started). Always
wondering how to explain the major dichotomy between Sabbath and Sunday-keepers
having the Holy Spirit, I have repeatedly sought God for answers, and sought to
find them in his Word. I think I have come close to some of the answers,
discussed in two articles I wrote. You can read them at these
links: http://www.unityinchrist.com/wwcofg/Has%20the%20Sabbath%20Been%20Abrogated.htm and http://www.unityinchrist.com/hebrews/Hebrews4-1-16.htm. Part of the answer must revolve around God’s
sovereignty. These two articles don’t totally solve the dichotomy, and it
may never be solved this side of the 2nd Coming of Jesus Christ. I
do know what I saw, observed, and experienced within those wonderfully
warm, loving, spiritually obedient Christians in the Calvary Chapels, who have
an understanding of God’s Word par excellence. They believe, as we
believe, that the Church Jesus Christ sets up in the Millennial Kingdom of God
on earth will be both Sabbath and Holy Day observing (see http://www.unityinchrist.com/prophets/Zechariah/Zechariah4.htm and scroll to Zechariah 14).
“Back
to the dichotomy about Sabbath/Holyday observance verses Sunday observance.
Both I and most Messianic Jewish believers believe the bottom line of the issue
is this: If a Sunday-observing Christian should prove through their own
Biblical studies about this issue that the Sabbath and Holy Days (of Leviticus
23) have not been abrogated, then that person is obligated to start
observing them, simply due to their Christian conscience, actions must follow
beliefs principle expounded on by the apostle Paul in Romans 14:5-6, 22-23. But
all Sunday-observing Christians who have not sufficiently looked into this
issue have no such obligation to observe God’s Sabbath and Holy Days (as can be
seen by God blessing them with his Holy Spirit). So I am a Christian that
believes in keeping the Ten Commandments, including the 7th day
Sabbath, Holy Days of Leviticus 23 and dietary laws of Leviticus 11, as enabled
by the indwelling Holy Spirit of God.”
Apart
from a few other doctrinal differences, we in the Sabbath-keeping Churches of
God have a lot in common with the Calvary Chapels. I do believe they have
a far better method of preaching sermons, going expositorily through the Word
of God, verse by verse, chapter by chapter, book by book. There is a lot
we can learn from each other, that’s for sure, if we’d only humble ourselves
enough to do so. So that is the explanation of my personal
journey From Sabbath to Sunday to Sabbath again. I’m currently attending
a wonderful Messianic Jewish congregation in my hometown (in North Central MA).
This website is totally non-denominational, and I am as well. “As I said above,
the Calvary Chapels give what I term “connective expository sermons,” going
through every book of the Bible, book by book, chapter by chapter, verse by
verse. How? (see https://unityinchrist.com/wwcofg/ConnectiveExpositoryTA.htm )”
More About The Dichotomy Between
Sunday-Keepers & Sabbath-Keepers
Sunday-keepers sincerely believe that the early Church switched over to
worshipping on Sundays very shortly after the formation of the Church in
Jerusalem, and that worshipping and keeping the Sabbath command, the 4th
Commandment, is no longer a requirement for believers. This is what most
Sunday-observing Christians sincerely believe, and all Calvary Chapels believe
and teach. But if you do a careful study
of early Church history, that started out in Jerusalem right after the
resurrection of Jesus Christ, on the Day of Pentecost, based on some pretty
significant modern research done by historians, you will see that the early
Christian Churches of God, starting out in Jerusalem, and migrating on into
Asia Minor, for their first 300 years, these churches were Sabbath and Holy Day
observing, basically keeping the Sabbath and Holy Days spelled out in Leviticus
23. This is something the Messianic
Jewish believers also firmly believe (and they know their history). To read an article researched out, based on
both the Word of God and these historians, see https://unityinchrist.com/history2/earlychurch1.htm.
Also another article that looks into this question is given at: https://unityinchrist.com/wwcofg/Has%20the%20Sabbath%20Been%20Abrogated.htm. There is a huge dichotomy between the
Sabbath-keeping Churches of God and the Sunday-observing Christian churches
over this issue. The
Sabbath-keepers, and I say wrongly, believe because the Sunday-keepers are not
keeping the 4th Commandment, that they are not true Christians, that
they can’t possibly have the Holy Spirit indwelling them. That is not true. As you’ve already read in this “About the
Author” section, you’ve seen that I had spent about 7.5 years attending a
fledgling Calvary Chapel, which grew in size over that period of time, from 12
members initially, topping out at about 400.
I was attending that congregation due to
the horrible breakup of the Worldwide Church of God, which threw me into the
midst of this loving Sunday-keeping Calvary Chapel crowd whilst I was on spiritual
survival mode. The Holy Spirit was plainly evident within
their pastor and most of their members, enabling their obedience in keeping 9
out of the 10 Commandments, right to the spirit level, as specified in Matthew
5:21-48. That is exactly what I
witnessed. Whilst the New Testament is
somewhat silent on making a direct command on Sabbath observance, it in no way
has abrogated the Old Testament command for its observance, as seen in my
Sabbath Abrogated article linked above.
But the Sabbath-keepers are just as wrong in saying that Sunday-keepers
are not real Christians, and thus don’t have the Holy Spirit indwelling
them. If you can see the Holy Spirit
operative in any Sunday-keeper and group, it is proof that they also are true
believers. In this link you will see
evidence of a violent inmate of a Soviet gulag who became a very peaceful
Sunday-observing Baptist upon conversion (see https://www.foxnews.com/opinion/my-experience-american-russian-prison). If you see
something like this happen, where this violent individual actually experiences
a change in his very nature to that of reflecting God’s Holy Spirit of love and
becoming devoutly peaceful, so much so that a Soviet guard was converted by
witnessing this, and you as a Sabbath-keeper continue to deny it, you are close
to blaspheming God’s Holy Spirit. Be
extremely careful, for the spiritual ground you stand on is very unstable. Whilst the Sabbath command may not have been
abrogated anywhere in the New Testament, these Calvary Chapel folks are genuine
Holy Spirit indwelt folk, genuine believers in Jesus Christ. Part of the solution to this dichotomy may be
explained in the very meaning of what the literal Sabbath is a shadow-picture
of, which is explored in the following two links, one of which is an actual
Calvary Chapel sermon given in that local Calvary Chapel I attended for 7.5
years. To read that sermon, log onto: https://www.unityinchrist.com/lamb/Mark2-3.html and scroll to the paragraph title “What
About The Sabbath, The 4th Commandment? Mark 2:23-27; 3:1-5” and start
reading. Also see https://unityinchrist.com/hebrews/Hebrews4-1-16.htm.
How This Site Came To Be And What It’s For
The
Lord has been inspiring me since 1995 to use some of my skills and talents in
the area of editing, transcribing and writing on this website, which has been
created for the express purpose of promoting spiritual growth and unity of
purpose throughout the Body of Christ, and also to help promote personal, local
church, national and international evangelism (getting the Gospel to the
world). The idea for this website came from a deep desire to help nourish
those members within the Worldwide Church of God while it was going through all
those ‘doctrinal changes,’ which ended up destroying it as a
Sabbath-keeping Church of God. I was attempting to nourish them with
transcripts of excellent Calvary Chapel sermons which several Calvary Chapel
pastors had graciously given me permission to transcribe. (So the transcripts
of the Calvary Chapel sermons that appear on this website have all been
transcribed by permission of the pastors who gave those sermons.) I was
attempting to nourish these Worldwide Church of God members with the same high
quality nourishment I had received (and still receive) from God’s Word through
these Calvary Chapels. Sadly, it didn’t do any good, as far as I can
see. I have a lot of talents, such as being able to absorb spiritual
knowledge like a sponge for 25 years in WCG, and then 10 more years spent in
Calvary Chapels, being able to take a lot of tiny facts and put them into a big
picture and things like that, but all with the inspirational aid of the Holy
Spirit, I can’t take credit for any of it. I could never have created
this website without God’s help and inspiration.
The Purpose Of This Website
This
website I believe has been designed by God, not me, to help foster and promote
a degree of unity within the greater Body of Christ (see http://www.unityinchrist.com/prophets/Zephaniah/Zephaniah1.htm and scroll to the section on Zephaniah
2:1-3 and read). The crazy thing, and very painful too, is that in order for me
to be somewhat qualified for the task, the Lord had to shift me in my spiritual
journey through some of the major spiritually alive parts of the Body of
Christ. This meandering spiritual journey, to meet those designs of the Lord,
has been an extremely painful journey, which, often as not, guaranteed I’d be
sort of a spiritual loner, not on purpose, but by the Lord’s design. What has
made this spiritual journey extremely painful, even now, is the fact that I
don’t really fit anywhere, doctrinally, within any denomination, because I’ve
absorbed the true Biblical understandings each has had to offer, whilst
rejecting what I have Biblically proven to myself as error. So, doctrinally I’m
a misfit, and left with the constant feeling that wherever I reside in the Body
of Christ, I’m not totally comfortable or compatible. I have certain
qualifications which have made me (by the Lord’s design again, cf. Psalm 139)
up for the task, this includes having an analytical mind, an acute interest in
history, science, and the ability to take in a bunch of facts and boil them
down to their most common denominators. But if I had to choose this path again,
or that of being an ordinary member of say a Cavalry Chapel, happily married,
fat, dumb and happy, I’d have gladly chosen the latter, instead of suffering
through a broken family because they didn’t understand my calling. The Body of
Christ, in the spiritual opinion of quite a few qualified pastors, Messianic
Jewish and Sunday-observing Christian alike, is due for one last great
Restoration and Revival (see https://unityinchrist.com/prophets/Zephaniah/RestorationAndRevival.htm ). This website and ministries like it
have been designed by God to help nourish believers, new and old alike within
the Body of Christ, as it goes through the soon-coming Restoration and Revival.
Why? So that they can finish the job Jesus gave all of us to do before the
Tribulation, World War III, comes upon the world (read Matthew 24:14-15). Pete
Benson
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You may have noticed the B-17 image in the upper left-hand section of
each page on this website. I used the analogy of flying a B-17 on missions
for this website. Click on the image to learn why. Flying a B-17 in not
usually attempted by one person, this heavy aircraft requires a pilot and
co-pilot. I am looking for a qualified spiritual wife/co-pilot, with
similar spiritual background, to assist in this ministry. As far as
compatibility, I absolutely love history and “connecting the dots,” but I’m
not that online computer savvy so I’m looking for someone who is, and my
passion is, if you haven’t guessed it, working on this website. If you’re
interested and think we might be compatible after reading about my “spiritual
journey” here, and if you think we might be spiritually compatible enough to
work as a team, send me a message on the Guestbook, or contact me through my
facebook wall at “pete benson.”
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related links:
Should
any of you sincerely start to question where you should attend, what church or
part of the Body of Christ you should be a part, see http://www.unityinchrist.com/history2/choosingachurch.htm
What
is the Lord’s Work which he wants accomplished before he returns? Matthew
24:14, “And this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in all the world for a
witness unto all nations; and then shall the end come.” What is that Gospel
of the Kingdom? see: http://www.unityinchrist.com/misc/WhatIsTheGospel%20.htm
For
the coming Revival within the Body of Christ, see https://unityinchrist.com/prophets/Zephaniah/REVIVAL.html and https://unityinchrist.com/prophets/Zephaniah/RestorationAndRevival.htm
To
read about how the recent Messianic Jewish Revival got started, see http://www.unityinchrist.com/messianicmovement/messianicmovement.htm
To
read about how the recent Calvary Chapel (JESUS MOVEMENT) started, see http://www.unityinchrist.com/history/smith.htm and https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8vmHFvnjPDw
To read about the
Worldwide Church of God (which grew explosively during the late 1960s and early
1970s, along with the explosive growth of the Calvary Chapels and Messianic
Jews) see https://unityinchrist.com/wwcofg/wwcofgod.html And
to see where the Worldwide Church of God came from, see https://unityinchrist.com/history/historycog1.htm
God, Yahweh, wants
the entire Body of Christ to be united before the end-times hit us. see https://unityinchrist.com/prophets/Zephaniah/Zephaniah1.htm
Has
the 7th day Sabbath really been abrogated? This is a hotly debated
issue within the Body of Christ. For some articles discussing this subject, see
http://www.unityinchrist.com/wwcofg/Has%20the%20Sabbath%20Been%20Abrogated.htm and http://www.unityinchrist.com/hebrews/Hebrews4-1-16.htm What was the early Church like? see https://unityinchrist.com/history2/earlychurch1.htm
The
Dichotomy: https://www.foxnews.com/opinion/my-experience-american-russian-prison
https://www.unityinchrist.com/lamb/Mark2-3.html and scroll to the paragraph title “What
About The Sabbath, The 4th Commandment? Mark 2:23-27; 3:1-5” https://unityinchrist.com/hebrews/Hebrews4-1-16.htm
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