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Excerpts
From:
“Fresh
Wind, Fresh Fire”
Congregational
Prayer
“Then
one day my father-in-law called from Florida, where he lived, and asked a
favor. Would I please go preach four
Sunday nights over at the multiracial Brooklyn Tabernacle, another church he
supervised? Things had hit an all-time
low there, he said. I agreed, little
suspecting that this step would forever change my life.” [Fresh Wind, Fresh
Fire, p.13, par.6] “The Brooklyn
Tabernacle—this woeful church that my father-in-law had coaxed me into
pastoring—consisted of a shabby two-story building in the middle of a downtown
block on Atlantic Avenue [in Brooklyn, New York]. [ibid. p. 11, par.2] [When Pastor Cymbala took over full-time,
initially there were only about 25 members in the congregation, debating on
whether to continue on as a church congregation, much the same position Pastor
Chuck Smith found himself in when taking over the tiny congregation of Calvary
Chapel in Costa Mesa, Californica. Just
as Pastor Chuck found out, Pastor Cymbala knew, first of all, the sheep needed
feeding. While Pastor Chuck went on to
master the expository sermon format, preaching through the whole Word of God,
verse by verse, chapter by chapter, book by book, through the whole Bible, so
Pastor Cymbala didn’t neglect his studies into the Word of God in order to
better feed the sheep under his charge.]
“Weekdays found me spending hours in systematic study of God’s Word
while on Sundays I was “learning” how to convey that Word to people.” [ibid.
p.13, par.4]
From
here I’ve taken some short excerpts from Pastor Cymbala’s book, Fresh Wind,
Fresh Fire, that take you into a quick journey describing how he learned to
make this particular congregation truly into a “house of prayer,” which the
Word of God calls for all truly Christian churches and Messianic Jewish
congregations to be, as the early church of God in Jerusalem had been in the
time of the apostles. So let’s begin
this short journey, describing key elements of that journey taken by Pastor
Cymbala and the Brooklyn Tabernacle. I
highly recommend you buy this book for yourself, to glean all the precious
truths he has to convey to you and your church.
Order: Fresh Wind, Fresh Fire, ISBN-10: 0-310-61024-9, Copyright
© by Jim Cymbala, Zondervan, Grand Rapids, Michigan 49530. The book can easily be ordered off
Amazon.
“…when
I was at my lowest, confounded by obstacles, bewildered by the darkness that
surrounded us, unable to even continue preaching, I discovered an astonishing
truth: God is attracted to weakness. He can’t resist those who humbly and honestly
admit how desperately they need him. Our
weakness, in fact, makes room for his power.
In
a parallel vein, people are not put off by honesty either. I don’t have to keep up a ministerial front,
I could just preach God’s Word as best I knew and then call the congregation to
prayer and worship. The Lord would take
over from there. [and we have to be open
to God to do that in our worship services too, leaving room for God to do what
only he can do.]
How
I treasure those early humbling’s. Those
experiences showed me that I didn’t need to play the preacher. Jesus called fishermen, not graduates of
rabbinical schools. The main requirement
was to be natural and sincere. His
disciples had to depend totally upon the Lord and his power. In the same way, I had to stop trying to act
ministerial—whatever that was. God could
only use Jim Cymbala the way he is. What
a breakthrough that was for me as I learned to trust in God to use my natural
personality. God has always despised
sham and pretense, especially in the pulpit.
The minute I started trying to effect a posture or pose, God’s Spirit
would be grieved.
What
I could do, however, was to get even more serious about studying. I began building a biblical library and
giving many hours during the week to digging into God’s Word. But another John Wesley or G. Campbell Morgan
I would never be—that was obvious. I had
to find my own style and stay open and dependent on God.” [pp. 19-20, sel.
par.]
In
The Inner City, Transformation Of Desperate Lives Was What Was Needed
“I
knew there were countless churches across the city and the nation that had not
baptized a hundred truly converted sinners in a year, and most not in several
years. Any growth came simply through
transfers from one church to another.
New York City was a hard mission field, but transfer growth was not what
God had in mind for us. What we needed
was a fresh wind and fresh fire. We
needed the Holy Spirit to transform the desperate lives of people around
us. Alcohol and heroin dominated the
neighborhood; LSD was also a problem, and cocaine was starting its wicked
rise. Prostitutes were working a couple
of street corners within three blocks of the church. Urban decay had clearly set it. Anybody who could make any money was trying
to get away from our area.” [p.
22, par. 3-4]
“One
day I told the Lord that I would rather die than merely tread water throughout
my career in the ministry…always preaching about the power of the Word and the
Spirit, but never seeing it. [p.23, par.1]…Moreover, Carol and I had frankly
admitted to each other that unless God broke through, the Brooklyn Tabernacle
was doomed.” [p.24, par.4] “We had
to have a visitation of the Holy Spirit, or bust. “Lord, I have no idea how to be a successful
pastor.” I prayed softly out there on
the water. “I haven’t been trained. All I know is that Carol and I are working in
the middle of New York City, with people dying on every side, overdosing from
heroin, consumed by materialism, and all the rest. If the gospel is so powerful…” I couldn’t
finish the sentence. Tears choked
me. Fortunately, the others on the boat
were too far away to notice as they studied their lines in the blue-green
water. Then quietly but forcefully, in
words heard not with my ear but deep within my spirit, I sensed God
speaking: “If you and your wife will
lead my people to pray and call upon my name, you will never lack for something
fresh to preach. I will supply all the
money that’s needed, both for the church and for your family, and you will
never have a building large enough to contain the crowds I will send in
response.”
“I
knew I had heard from God, even though I had not experienced some strange
vision, nothing sensational or peculiar.
God was simply focusing on the only answer to our situation—or anybody
else’s, for that matter. His word to me
was grounded in countless promises repeated in the Scriptures; it was the very
thing that had produced every revival of the Holy Spirit throughout
history. It was the truth that had made
Charles G. Finney, Dwight L. Moody, A.B. Simpson, and other men and women
mightily used of God…He was telling me that my hunger for him and his
transforming power would be satisfied as I led my tiny congregation to call out
to him in prayer.” [p. 25]
Catching
Fire
“Brothers
and sisters, I really feel that I’ve heard from God about the future of our
church. While I was away, I was calling
out to God to help us—to help me—understand what he wants most from
us. And I believe I’ve heard an
answer. It’s not fancy or profound or
spectacular. But I want to say to you
today with all the seriousness I can muster:
“From this day on, the prayer meeting will be the barometer of our
church. What happens on Tuesday night
will be the gauge by which we will judge success or failure because that will
be the measure by which God blesses us.”
“If
we call upon the Lord, he has promised in his Word to answer, to bring the
unsaved to himself, to pour out his Spirit among us. If we don’t call upon the Lord, he has
promised nothing—nothing at all. It’s as
simple as that. No matter what I preach
or what we claim to believe in our heads, the future will depend upon our times
of prayer. This is the engine that will
drive the church. Yes, I want you to
keep coming on Sundays [and for you Sabbath-keeping Churches of God,
Saturdays]—but Tuesday night is what it’s really about. Carol and I have set our course, and we hope
you’ll come along with us.” A minister
from Australia (or perhaps it was New Zealand) happened to be present that
morning—a rare occurrence. I introduced
him and invited him to say a few words.
He walked to the front and made just one comment: “I heard what your pastor said. Here’s something to think about:
You
can tell how popular a church is by who comes on Sunday morning.
You
can tell how popular the pastor is or evangelist is by who comes on Sunday
night.
But
you can tell how popular Jesus is by who comes to the prayer meeting.” And with that, he walked off the
platform. That was all. I never saw him again.
THE
NEW BEGINNING ‘A Holy Ghost Emergency
Room’
“If
my announcement to that congregation sounds strange and overbearing, consider
that it was not a whole lot different from what Charles Haddon Spurgeon, the
great British pulpiteer, had said in a sermon almost exactly a hundred years
before:
“The condition
of the church may be very accurately gauged by its prayer meetings. So is the prayer meeting a grace-ometer, and
from it we may judge of the amount of divine working among a people. If God be near a church, it must pray. And if he be not there, one of the first
tokens of his absence will be a slothfulness in prayer.”
That
first Tuesday night, fifteen to eighteen people showed up. I had no agenda or program laid out; I just
stood up and led the people to singing and praising God. Out of that came extended prayer…In the weeks
that followed, answers to prayer became noticeable. New people gradually joined, with talents and
skills that could help us. Unsaved
relatives and total strangers began to show up.
We started to think of ourselves as a “Holy Ghost emergency room” where
people in spiritual trauma could be rescued.
In most hospitals, the E.R. isn’t decorated as beautifully or
fashionably as the rest of the building, but it’s very efficient in saving
lives.
We
were a prime example of what the great Scottish devotional writer Andrew Bonar
wrote in 1853: “God likes to see His
people shut up to this, that there is no hope but in prayer. Herein lies the Church’s power against the
world.” So week after week, I kept
encouraging the people to pray. And of
course, as Samuel Chadwick said long ago, the greatest answer to prayer is more
prayer.” (Now this sounds weird, but
this is what kind of took place without any design or leading.) “We were not there to hear one another give
voice to eloquent prayers; we were too desperate for that. We focused vertically, on God, rather than
horizontally on one another. Much of the
time we called out to the Lord as a group, all praying aloud in concert, a
practice that continues to this day. At
other times we would join hands in circles of prayer, or various people would
speak up with a special burden to express.”
[pp. 27-29]
“The
format of a prayer meeting is not nearly as important as its essence—touching
the Almighty, crying out with one’s whole being. I have been in noisy prayer meetings that
were mainly a show. I have been with
groups in times of silent prayer that were deeply spiritual…The atmosphere of
the meeting may vary; what matters most is that we encounter the God of the
universe, not just each other.”…
“After
all, people weren’t hungry for fancy sermons or organizational polish. They just wanted love. They wanted to know that God could pick them
up and give them a second chance. In
those early days on Atlantic Avenue, as people drew near to the Lord, received
the Spirit’s fullness, and rekindled their first love for God, they naturally
began to talk about it on their jobs, in their apartment buildings, at family
gatherings. Soon they were bringing new
people…God has continued to send people who need help; often I can’t even find
out how they learned of us.” [p. 30, sel. par.]
“People began to sense the presence of the Lord in that humble
place. They felt loved. Hardened people would come in and break down
even during the singing.” [p.31, par. 1]
“The choir began to grow. Carol would begin with a half hour of
prayer. Often a spirit of worship fell
on the group. Someone might volunteer a
testimony or feel impressed to read Scripture.
Carol might offer a short exhortation.
Many nights there was more prayer and worship than there was practicing;
sometimes the choir never got around to singing at all.” [The Brooklyn Tabernacle Choir is one of the
most famous and beautiful choirs in the world, their music selling on albums
everywhere.]
A
COMMUNITY Of LOVE And PRAYER
“Nicky’s
story was a great inspiration to me [Nicky Cruz, The Cross and the
Switchblade]. He was a symbol of
things to come in our church. God was
taking hopeless, even crazy people and changing them. I knew that a lot of churches gave lip
service to the idea that God can do anything.
But we needed to have real faith that anyone who walked in, regardless
of his or her problems, could become a trophy of God’s grace…We never knew who
might come to Christ at the Brooklyn Tabernacle. There were junkies, prostitutes, and
homosexuals. But lost lawyers, business
types, and bus drivers turned to the Lord there, too. We welcomed them all. There were Latinos, African Americans,
Caribbean Americans, whites—you name it.
Once people were energized by the Holy Spirit, they began to see other
races as God’s creation. Instead of
railing at homosexuals, we began to weep over them. People began driving thirty or forty minutes
from Long Island. The one—perhaps
only—advantage of our location in downtown Brooklyn is that excellent mass
transit was available, which meant that people from Manhattan, Queens, the
Bronx, and elsewhere could reach us easily on the subways and buses. By the time we grew to 150 to 175 on Sunday
morning, the prayer meeting was up to 100.
There was life, joy, a sense of family, and love. When a meeting ended, people weren’t in a
hurry to leave; they lingered and prayed and talked to one another.” [pp. ibid 33-34, sel. par.s]
“God
had created a core of people who wanted to pray, who believed that nothing was
too big for him to handle. No matter what roadblock we faced, no matter
what attack came against us, no matter how wild the city became in the late
seventies—as cocaine arrived on top of heroin, and then crack cocaine on top of
that—God could still change people and deliver them from evil. He was building his church in a rough
neighborhood, and as long as people kept calling out for his blessing and help,
he had fully committed himself to respond.” [p.38]
“On
Sundays it was not unusual for the choir to sing and testify with such
anointing that a spirit of praise would descend on the people, changing the
whole direction of the meeting. Once the
choir had planned to do three songs. To
introduce the second one, a former drug addict gave his testimony. There was such a powerful sense of God’s love
that I couldn’t help walking up as the song was ending, putting one arm around
the fellow, and making an invitation right then for people to receive
Christ. The response was immediate and
strong. The choir never got around to
singing the third song—but after all, why should we hang onto some order of
service if people were willing to get saved?
God could use the choir or anyone else, to turn the whole service into a
prayer meeting if he wished.” [pp.39-40, sel. par.s]
“Today
Roberta Langella heads up our ministry called “New Beginnings,” a weekly
outreach to drug abusers and the homeless.
She now has a hundred workers involved, riding the subway every Sunday
afternoon to the shelters and rehab centers to escort people to our church for
a meal and the evening meeting. The love
of the Lord just exudes from her life. Roberta
is a real trooper these days, even when she doesn’t feel well. As she sits in the balcony on Sunday nights
with all the homeless she has brought with her, there’s nobody too dirty, too
far gone for her to care about. She sees
herself in them. She is a living example
of the power of God to pick up the downtrodden, the self-loathing, the addicted
and redeem them for his glory.” [p. 46, par.1-2]
WHAT
MAKES THE CHOIR SO GOOD?
“The
biggest distributor of Christian choral music in America got acquainted with
us, liked the music, and sat down with Carol one day to ask: “So what’s the
formula here? What makes this work?” She began talking about the choir prayer
meeting. The visitor said to himself, ‘She
didn’t understand my question. I want to
know what makes the music so inspirational.’ It was months before he realized that the
life in the music comes from prayer.
That’s the formula. Prayer cannot
truly be taught by principles and seminars and symposiums. It has to be born out of a whole environment
of felt need. If I say, “I ought
to pray,” I will soon run out of motivation and quit; the flesh is too
strong. I have to be driven to
pray. Yes, the roughness of inner-city
life has pressed us to pray. When you
have alcoholics trying to sleep on the back steps of your building, when your
teenagers are getting assaulted and knifed on the way to youth meetings, when
you bump into transvestites in the lobby after church, you can’t escape your
need for God. According to a recent
Columbia University study, twenty-one cents of every dollar New Yorkers pay in
city taxes is spent trying to cope with the effects of smoking, drinking, and
drug abuse…The more we pray, the more we sense our need to pray. And the more we sense a need to pray, the
more we want to pray.” [p. 50, par.1, sel. parts]
CHECK
THE VITAL SIGNS
“PRAYER
IS THE SOURCE of Christian life, a Christian’s life-line. Otherwise, it’s like having a baby in your
arms and dressing her up so cute—but she’s not breathing! Never mind the frilly clothes: stabilize the child’s vital signs…That’s
why the great emphasis on teaching in today’s churches is producing such
limited results. Teaching is good only
where there’s life to be channeled…Pastors and churches have to get
uncomfortable enough to say, “We are not New Testament Christians if we don’t
have a prayer life. If we truly think
about what Acts 2:42 says—“They devoted themselves to the apostles’ teaching
and to the fellowship, to the breaking of bread and to prayer”—we
can see that prayer is almost a proof of a church’s normalcy. Calling on the name of the Lord is the fourth
great hallmark in the list. If my church
or your church isn’t praying, we shouldn’t be boasting in our orthodoxy or our
Sunday [or Saturday] attendance figures.” [pp. 50-51, sel. par.s]
The
Greatest Discovery of All Time
“During
countless Tuesday night prayer meetings I find myself encircled by the sacred
sounds of prayer and intercession filling the church, spilling into the
vestibule, and overflowing from every heart present. As the meeting edges to a close, I overhear
mothers petitioning for wayward children…men asking God to please help them
find employment…others giving thanks for recent answers to prayer…tearful
voices here and there. I can’t help but think, ‘This is as close to heaven
as I will ever get in this life. I don’t
want to leave here. If I were invited to
the White House to meet some dignitary, it would never bring the kind of peace
and deep joy I sense here in the presence of people calling on the Lord.” [p. 53, par.1] Why peace and joy? Jesus gives us the answer in Matthew
18:19-20, “Again I say to you that if two of you agree on earth concerning
anything that they ask, it will be done for them by my Father in heaven. For where two or three are gathered together
in my name, I AM THERE IN THE MIDST OF THEM.”
Jesus is in your midst when two or more are agreeing in prayer for
something! Jesus in your midst = JOY
& PEACE. When you pray together,
agreeing in prayer, you’re pulling Jesus Christ right into your midst, right
into that prayer-meeting! That explains,
from the Scripture, what Pastor Cymbala was experiencing and describing.
“people
affirmed their dependence on God by calling out to him.”…the literal meaning of
the Hebrew word used countless times in the Old Testament when people called
upon God. It means to cry out, to
implore aid. This is the essence of
true prayer that touches God. Charles
Spurgeon once remarked that “the best style of prayer is that which cannot be
called anything else but a cry.”… “Call to me and I will answer you and tell
you great and unsearchable things you do not know” (Jer. 33:3). God is not aloof. He is not disconnected. He says continually through the centuries,
“I’ll help you, I really will. When you
don’t know where to run, then turn to me.
When you’re ready to throw up your hands—throw them up to me. Put your voice behind them, too, and I’ll
come and help you.” Moses said this
“What other nation is so great as to have their gods near them the way the LORD
our God is near us whenever we pray to him?” (Deut. 4:7). [p.56, par.1]
“Salvation
itself is impossible until a person humbly calls upon the name of the Lord
(Acts 2:21), for God has promised specifically to be rich in mercy to those who
call on his name (Rom. 10:12-13). “Call
upon me in the day of trouble,” God says in Psalm 50:15. “I will deliver you and you will honor
me.”…Trouble is one of God’s great servants because it reminds us how much we
continually need the Lord. Otherwise, we
tend to forget about entreating him. For
some reason we want to carry on by ourselves.” [p. 57-58, sel. par.s]
“persistent calling upon the Lord breaks through every stronghold of the devil,
for nothing is impossible with God.” [p.66]
THE
DAY JESUS GOT MAD
Mark
11:15-18, “On reaching Jerusalem, Jesus entered the temple area and began
driving out those who were buying and selling there. He overturned the tables of the money
changers and the benches of those selling doves, and would not allow anyone to
carry merchandise through the temple courts.
And as he taught them, he said “Is it not written: “‘My house will be called a house of prayer
for all nations’? But you have made it a
‘den of robbers.’” The chief
priests and the teachers of the law heard this and began looking for a way to
kill him, for they feared him, because the whole crowd was amazed at his
teaching.”
“What
made God’s Son so agitated? His house
was being prostituted for purposes other than what was intended. As the feathers were flying and the coins
were clattering to the pavement and the businessmen were shouting for the
police, Jesus said above the roar, “This place looks and feels more like
a mall than a temple. Whatever happened
to Isaiah’s word about the real point of this building—to be a house of prayer
for all nationalities and races?
Out! Get out, all of you!”
[pp. 67-68]
“For
all of us involved in preaching the gospel, performing music, publishing
Christian materials, and all the rest, there is an uncomfortable message
here: Jesus is not terribly impressed
with religious commercialism. He is
concerned not only whether we’re doing God’s work but also how and
why we’re doing it…If you teach a class, are you doing it with a heart that
radiates God’s love for the students, or for some other reason?” [p.69] “There was [is] to be no sharing the stage
with the Lord.” “The atmosphere of
my Father’s house,” Jesus seemed to say, “is to be prayer. The aroma around my Father must be that
of people opening their hearts in worship and supplication. This is not just a place to make a buck. This
is a house for calling on the Lord.” [p.70]…“the New Testament teaches
that we are now his dwelling place; he lives in his people. How much more important, then, is Jesus’
message about the primacy of prayer? The
feature that is supposed to distinguish Christian churches, Christian people,
and Christian gatherings is the aroma of prayer. It doesn’t matter what your tradition or my
tradition is. The house is not
ours anyway; it is the Father’s. Does
the Bible ever say anywhere from Genesis to Revelation, “My house shall be
called a house of preaching”? Does it
ever say, “My house shall be called a house of music”? Of course not. The Bible does say, “My house shall be called
a house of prayer for all nations.”…The honest truth is that I have
seen God do more in people’s lives during ten minutes of real prayer than in
ten of my sermons. Have you ever noticed
that Jesus launched the Christian church, not while someone was preaching, but
while people were praying?” [p. 71]
“What does it say about our churches today that God birthed the church
in a prayer meeting, and prayer meetings today are almost extinct? Am I the only one who gets embarrassed when
religious leaders in America talk about having prayer in public schools? We don’t have even that much prayer in many
churches! Out of humility, you would
think we would keep quiet on that particular subject until we practice what we
preach in our own congregations. I am
sure that the Roman emperors didn’t have prayer to God in their schools. But then, the early Christians didn’t seem to
care what Caligula or Claudius or Nero did.
How could any emperor stop God?...In the New Testament we don’t see
Peter or John wringing their hands and saying, “Oh, what are we going to
do? Caligula’s bisexual…he wants to
appoint his horse to the Roman Senate…what a terrible model of leadership! How are we going to respond to this outrage?”
[p. 72]
The
clear message of Pastor Cymbala here is one I’ve been trying to convey as well
on this website, that the early Christian churches of God Paul
established across the Roman Empire were not interested in worldly politics, or
trying to change worldly society outside the walls of these early churches of
God that God established through the apostle Paul [see https://unityinchrist.com/topical%20studies/America-ModernRomans6.htm]. These early churches of God would never have
considered voting in an election. It was
unheard of.
“In
Acts 4, when the apostles were unjustly arrested, imprisoned, and threatened,
they didn’t call for a protest; they didn’t reach for some political
leverage. Instead, they headed to a
prayer meeting. Soon the place was
vibrating with the power of the Holy Spirit (vv. 23-31). The apostles had this instinct: When in trouble, pray. When intimidated, pray. When challenged, pray. When persecuted, pray.
“THE
SALT MINES”
“Most
ministries in our church have not begun with a bright idea in a pastors’
meeting. We usually don’t say, “Let’s
start a street outreach,” and then go recruit laypeople to staff it. We have learned over the years to let God
birth something in people who are spiritually sensitive, who begin to pray and
feel a calling. Then they come to
us. “We want to start such-and-such,”
they say—and the ministry gets going and lasts.
Discouragement, complications, and other attacks by the enemy don’t wash
it out. A fellow named Terry and some
others grew concerned for the subculture of male prostitutes that flourish on
the Lower West Side of Manhattan in a place called the “salt mines,” where the
city keeps salt for deicing streets in the winter. This sick subculture ranges up to a couple
hundred men when the weather is warm.
Living in abandoned vehicles or subterranean cavities, many dress in drag
and offer themselves to customers who come by—some of them wealthy
professionals in stretch limousines.
Many of them, as boys, were raped by adult relatives. At the “salt mines” they start as young as
age sixteen but they don’t last much beyond forty; after that, they are either
in jail or dead from a sexually transmitted disease or a drug overdose. The neighborhood has many leather-and-chain
bars. Some of the male prostitutes carry
razor blades for protection.
Our
outreach team began to bring food and blankets during the daylight hours on
Saturday, when the men weren’t distracted by their “work.” Although the men made considerable money,
they tended to squander it on drugs.
That left them scavenging garbage cans and dumpsters for food. To feel compassion for these guys, to
understand their wretched life, was extremely difficult. We prayed fervently on Tuesday nights for
love, compassion—and protection. My
teenage daughter Susan became part of the team, and more than once she told me,
“Daddy, it was so frustrating last night!
I was talking to this drag queen about Jesus, and he was really
listening to me. And just when I thought
I was getting somewhere with him—up rolls this limo, the rear door opens a
crack, a hand beckons—and he’s gone.
“Sorry, Susan—gotta take care of business now,’ he says to me.” All was not in vain, however. One Sunday afternoon about half an hour
before the afternoon service, Terry knocked on my office door. “Pastor Cymbala! We’ve got twenty-seven guys here today from
the “salt mines.” Isn’t that great!” “How
did that happen?” I asked. “We got a
bunch of vans and brought them. For many
of them, this is going to be their first time ever in church.” I learned later that one of them had a
machete inside the sleeve of his raincoat just “in case” he felt he needed to
use it. The congregation took their
presence in stride, even though the men didn’t exactly look—or
smell—All-American. At the end of the
service some of them responded to give their hearts to the Lord. Others sat stunned as church members greeted
them with smiles and handshakes. Walking
down the center aisle, I bumped into an attractive woman in a black dress, with
blond, shoulder-length hair, nicely done nails, black stockings, and high
heels. “Excuse me, ma’am,” I said. She turned…and this low voice with a heavy
Spanish accent replied, “No, that’s okay, man.”
My heart skipped a beat. This was
not a woman after all. But neither was
it a sloppy transvestite. This was a
knockout of a “woman”—bone-thin, no body hair thanks to hormonal
treatment. As I took closer notice, the
only visual giveaway was the Adam’s apple.
I edged toward my wife. “Carol,
you’re not going to believe this,” I whispered, “but that’s a guy
standing over there.” “Don’t fool me,”
she said. “I’m not kidding. That is a guy—trust me.” His name was Ricardo, known on the street as
“Sarah.” Terry reported later, “He was
the main troublemaker of all. He introduced
all the young kids to crack cocaine and prostitution.” Ricardo had been plying his trade for at
least ten years, and the dreariness was finally starting to get to him. Imagine the despair of hustling most of the
night to make $400 or $600, immediately blowing that money on cocaine, falling
asleep under a bridge…and waking up the next morning to pick through the
garbage cans looking for some breakfast.
The next night, as evening draws near, you start all over again.
Ricardo
sat in the meetings, and it dawned on him that maybe he could be
different. This Jesus could actually set
him free from crack. Perhaps this Jesus
could even change him into a true man, not this half-and-half person he assumed
was his nature. He had been teased from
childhood about being effeminate. His
mother had pleaded with him to forsake homosexuality, and he had tried, to no
avail. His willpower had failed him
countless times. But the idea that God
was stronger, that God could in fact change him on the inside…that was a new
thought. Ricardo kept listening, and
after about a month, he gave his heart to the Lord. It was not a dramatic conversion; I am not
even sure when it happened. But it was
real on the inside. I will never forget
the Tuesday night we introduced him to the congregation. He stood before us, a bit shy, in male
clothing. His blond hair had been cut,
and dark roots were now growing out. His
nail polish had been chipped off.
Subconscious habits were being overhauled with instruction from Terry
and the others: “No, Ricardo, don’t
cross your legs like that. Put your
ankle all the way up on your other knee…”
It sounds humorous, but they had to start all the way back at “square
one” with how a man sits and walks. The
congregation couldn’t help but cheer and praise God for this miracle. Ricardo stood there perplexed at the
noise. Why were all these people
applauding him?
In
the months that followed, Ricardo made great progress in his spiritual
life. It took three months to get him
straight enough even to be accepted in a drug rehabilitation program. Nevertheless, his commitment to follow Christ
was solid. The old had gone, the new had
definitely come. Ricardo had come out of
pitch blackness and into the light.
Charles Spurgeon once said that when a jeweler shows his best diamonds,
he sets them against a black velvet backdrop.
The contrast of the jewels against the dark velvet brings out the
luster. In the same way, God does his
most stunning work, where things seem hopeless. Wherever there is pain, suffering, and
desperation, Jesus is. And that’s where
his people belong—among those who are vulnerable, who think nobody cares. What better place for the brilliance of
Christ to shine? Ricardo eventually
moved to Texas. I was in Dallas one
summer and ran into him. It was great to
see the transformation. He had gained
weight and was every inch a real man. I
hugged him, and then he delivered a new shock:
“Pastor, I wish you could come back in two weeks. I’m getting married!” “You’re what?” My mind flashed back to the first time I had
met him dressed in drag. “Oh yes,” he
said. “I’ve met a Christian woman named
Betty, and we love each other deeply.
We’re getting married.” The fact
that Ricardo had AIDS made the situation complicated. But with proper guidance and counseling, he
and Betty established a new home together.” [ibid. pp. 76-78]
A
LEGACY TO LEAVE
“A
few years later, at Christmastime, while I was in my office just as the Sunday
afternoon service was beginning, I received a message that said Ricardo was
dying. He wanted to talk to me. I slumped in my chair, and as I picked up the
phone, Betty’s voice greeted me. “Hello,
Pastor…When I put my husband on the phone, you won’t be able to hear much,
because he’s very weak. But he still
remembers all that you and the church did for him.” In a moment I heard a fragile, wispy voice
say, “Pastor—Cymbala—so—glad—to—hear—you.”
I choked up. Ricardo continued,
forcing out the breathy syllables:
“I—never—forgot—how—you—all—loved—me—and—took—me—in.—Thank—you—so—much.” My ministerial instincts then revived, and I
prepared to make a comfortable little speech, to tell him he would be going to
heaven soon, that he would get there before me but I would see him on the other
side for all eternity…”
“The
Holy Spirit stopped me. No! a
voice seemed to say. Fight for
him! Cry out to me! I changed course. “Ricardo, I’m going to pray for you right
now. Don’t try to pray along with me;
save your strength.” I began to intercede
with intensity, fighting against the death that loomed before him. “O God, touch Ricardo with your power! This is not his time to die. Restore him, for your glory, I pray.” I remember hitting my desk a couple of times
with my fist. When I finished, I marched
directly into the meeting and stopped it.
“I’ve just gotten off the phone with Ricardo, whom most of you know,” I
said. People looked up expectantly all
across the building. “He’s very sick
with AIDS—but I want us to pray for his recovery.” That unleashed a torrent of prayer as people
cried out to God for Ricardo. I called
Betty two days later. “Pastor Cymbala,
it’s incredible!” she reported. “He went
to sleep after the two of you talked—and the next day, all his vital signs had done
a U-turn. He began to eat, after taking
almost nothing for days.” Within three
weeks, Ricardo actually flew to New York and came walking unannounced into a
Tuesday night prayer meeting. The crowd
gasped with joy. In my heart I felt God
spared him for a reason. To get his
testimony onto video so that others could know his remarkable story. This eventually became a gripping
eight-minute segment of the Brooklyn Tabernacle Choir’s concert video called Live
at Madison Square Garden (Warner Alliance).
The power of his testimony, shown on the streets of the “salt mines,” is
riveting. It may partly explain why the
video surprised us all by staying on Billboard’s national best-seller
list for months. The last time I saw
Ricardo, a year later, his weight had dropped again. “I’m so tired,” he said. “I’ve fought this disease long enough; I just
want to go to Jesus. I can go now,
because you have me on film, and everybody will know in years to come what
Jesus did in my life.” He passed away
not long afterward.” [ibid. p.79-80]
DAVID
“Christians
often hesitate to reach out to those who are different. They want God to clean the fish before they
catch them…Jesus didn’t just speak the healing word to lepers from a distance
of thirty yards. He touched
them. I shall never forget Easter Sunday
1992—the day that Roberta Langella gave her dramatic testimony, as I recounted
in chapter 3. A homeless man was
standing in the back of the church, listening intently. At the end of the evening meeting I sat down
on the edge of the platform, exhausted, as others continued to pray with those
who had responded to Christ. The
organist was playing quietly. I wanted
to relax. I was just starting to unwind
when I looked up to see this man, with shabby clothing and matted hair,
standing in the center aisle about four rows back and waiting for permission to
approach me. I nodded and gave him a
weak little wave of my hand, ‘Look at how this Easter Sunday is going to
end,’ I thought to myself. ‘He’s
going to hit me up for money.’ That
happened often in this church. ‘I’m
so tired…’ When he came close, I saw
that his two front teeth were missing.
But more striking was his odor—the mixture of alcohol, sweat, urine, and
garbage took my breath away. I have been
around many street people, but this was the strongest stench I have ever
encountered. I instinctively had to turn
my head sideways to inhale, then look back in his direction while breathing
out. I asked his name. “David,” he said softly. “How long have you been homeless,
David?” “Six years.” “Where did you sleep last night?” “In an abandoned truck.” I had heard enough and wanted to get this
over quickly. I reached for the money clip
in my back pocket. At that moment David
put his finger in front of my face and said, “No, you don’t understand—I don’t
want your money. I’m going to die out
there. I want the Jesus that red-haired
girl talked about.” I hesitated, then
closed my eyes. God, forgive me,
I begged. I felt soiled and cheap. Me, a minster of the gospel…I simply wanted
to get rid of him, when he was crying out for the help of Christ I had just
preached about. I swallowed hard as
God’s love flooded my soul. David sensed
the change in me. He moved toward me and
fell on my chest, burying his grimy head against my white shirt and tie. Holding him close, I talked to him about
Jesus’ love. These weren’t just words; I
felt them. I felt love for this pitiful
young man. And that smell…I don’t know
how to explain it. It had almost made me
sick, but now it became the most beautiful fragrance to me. I reveled in what had been repulsive just a
moment ago. The Lord seemed to say to me
in that instant, ‘Jim, if you and your wife have any value to me, if you
have any purpose in my work—it has to do with this odor. This is the smell of the world I died for.’
David
surrendered to the Christ he heard about that night. We got him into a hospital detoxification
unit for a week. We got his teeth
fixed. He joined the Prayer Band right
away. He spent the next Thanksgiving Day
in our home. We invited him back for
Christmas as well. I will never forget
his present to me. Inside a little box
was…one handkerchief. It was all he
could afford. Today David heads up the
maintenance department at the church, overseeing ten other employees. He is now married and a father. God is opening more and more doors for him to
go out and give his testimony. When he
speaks, his words have a weight and an impact that many ordained ministers
would covet. As Christians reach out to
touch everyone, including the unlovely who are now everywhere in our society,
God touches them too—and revolutionizes their lives. Otherwise we would just be circling the
wagons, busying ourselves with Bible studies among our own kind. There is no demonstration of God’s power
because we have closed ourselves off from the need for such
demonstration.” [pp. 141-143]
DANIAL
NASH
“A
man such as Eleazar (2nd Samuel 23) brings to mind the little-known,
seldom-seen partner of the great evangelist Charlse Finney during the Second
Great Awakening. His name was Daniel
Nash, and he had had a lackluster record as a pastor in upstate New York. He finally decided, at the age of
forty-eight, to give himself totally to prayer for Finney’s meetings. “Father Nash,” as some called him, would
quietly slip into a town three or four weeks before Finney’s arrival, rent a
room, find two or three other like-minded Christians to join him, and start
pleading with God. In one town the best
he could find was a dark, damp cellar; it became his center for intercession. In another place, Finney relates:
“When I got to
town to start a revival a lady contacted me who ran a boarding house. She said, “Brother Finney, do you know a
Father Nash? He and two other men have
been at my boarding house for the last three days, but they haven’t eaten a
bite of food. I opened the door and
peeped in at them because I could hear them groaning, and I saw them down on
their faces. They have been this way for
three days, lying prostrate on the floor and groaning. I thought something awful must have happened
to them. I was afraid to go in and I
didn’t know what to do. Would you please
come and see about them?”
“No, it isn’t
necessary,” I replied. “They just have a
spirit of travail in prayer.”
Once
the public meetings began, Nash usually did not attend. He kept praying in his hideaway for the
conviction of the Holy Spirit to melt the crowd. If opposition arose—as it often did in those
rugged days of the 1820s—Finney would tell him about it, and Father Nash would
bear down all the harder in prayer. One
time a group of young men openly announced that they were going to break up the
meetings. Nash, after praying, came out
of the shadows to confront them. “Now,
mark me, young men! God will break your
ranks in less than one week, either by convicting some of you, or by sending
some of you to hell. He will do this as
certainly as the Lord is my God!” Finney
admits that at that point he thought his friend had gone over the edge. But the next Tuesday morning, the leader of
the group suddenly showed up. He broke
down before Finney, confessed his sinful attitude, and gave himself to
Christ. “What shall I do, Mr. Finney?”
he asked then. The evangelist sent him
back to tell his companions what had changed in his life. Before the week was out, “nearly if not all
of that class [group] of young men were hoping in Christ.” Finney reported.
In
1826 a mob in a certain town burned effigies of the two: Finney and Nash. These unbelievers recognized that one man was
as big a threat to their wickedness as the other. Shortly before Nash died in the winter of
1831, he wrote in a letter,
“I am now
convinced, it is my duty and privilege, and the duty of every other Christian,
to pray for as much of the Holy Spirit as came down on the day of Pentecost,
and a great deal more….My body is in pain, but I am happy in my God….I have
only just begun to understand what Jesus meant when He said, “All things
whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing, ye shall receive.”
Within
four months of Nash’s death, Finney left the itinerant field to become the
pastor of a church in New York City. His
partner in cracking the gates of hell was gone.
If you want to see Father Nash’s grave today, you will have to drive to
northern New York, almost to the Canadian border. There, in a neglected cemetery along a dirt
road, you will find a tombstone that says it all:
DANIEL
NASH
LABORER
WITH FINNEY
MIGHTY
IN PRAYER
NOV.
17, 1775-DEC. 20, 1831
Daniel
Nash was a nobody to the elite of his time.
They would have found this humble man not worthy of comment because he
lived on a totally different plane. But
you can be sure that he was known all too well in both heaven and hell. The Bible tells about another Daniel whose
dedication made an impression in the courts of God. “A hand touched me and set me trembling on my
hands and knees. He said, ‘Daniel, you
are highly esteemed…’” (Dan. 10:10, italics added). Imagine being acclaimed by heaven itself! This is how it is with God’s mighty men and
women. They are famous in heaven; they
win crowns that make all earth’s riches seem like cheap tinsel. They may witness, teach, lead, and pray in
obscurity on earth, but they are all the talk of heaven. In every century, on every continent,
warriors such as these are the ones who press forward the kingdom of God.” [ibid. pp. 174-177]
Something
To Consider About Revival
“Consider
how many gospel-preaching churches there are in the fifty states of
America—200,000, if not more. If
each of these churches, on average, brought only two converts to
Christ a week—not robbing people from the First Baptist or First
Nazarene down the road, but winning new people for the kingdom of God—that
would mean 100 new baptized believers in each church in a year’s time, or
20,000,000 nationwide. The
population of the entire United States is about 270,000,000. By merely bringing eight or nine people a
month to Christ in each church, America would be dramatically changed within
two to three years. Can any serious
Bible-preaching church not take on this modest goal in the name of its King?
God’s
plan for the local church has always centered in evangelism. Those brought to Christ are thus born into
the very place where they can be nurtured and discipled. This avoids the slippage we often see when
parachurch ministries try to do the work mainly assigned to the local
church. An evangelistic focus, of
course, would force us back to serious prayer and an emphasis on the simple gospel
of Jesus Christ [what is that Gospel?
see https://unityinchrist.com/misc/WhatIsTheGospel%20.htm
it’s also important that we all preach
the same thing, the same Gospel message].
God would prepare us as only he can for victorious spiritual
warfare. Concerned believers wouldn’t
have time to watch as much television as they do now. A lot of other activities would have to give
way. Living in the Bible, calling upon
the Lord, fasting, and then reaching out to the unsaved would consume us. We would require God’s anointing, whatever
the cost. Some churches in very small
towns might have trouble reaching [converting] 100 people per year, but they
would be offset by churches in urban areas, where the need and the opportunity
are so great.
If
the American church actually set out to do this “exploit” for God, bringing in
20,000,000 to Christ this year, another 20,000,000 next year…in three or four
years we wouldn’t recognize our culture.
Broadway and Hollywood would have to acknowledge the shift in audience
preferences. Abortion clinics would
wonder where all their customers went.
Drug abuse would plummet.
Some
will accuse me of idealistic dreaming, but isn’t this plan the last thing Jesus
told us to fulfill before his ascension?
“Go and make disciples of all nations,” he said, “baptizing them in the
name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to
obey everything I have commanded you” (Matthew 28:19-20). [notice, those being baptized are those who
have answered God’s call, and notice that it is this group Jesus instructed us
“teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you,” i.e. we’re not to be
teaching the unconverted world to obey Christ’s commandments, only those who
accept his calling. We’re only to
witness to and preach the Gospel to the world in general. The apostle Paul never preached God’s
commandments to the Roman world in general, he only preached the Gospel to
them. That’s an important distinction we
must be careful to make.] What will it
take to shake denominational leaders, pastors, and laypeople, seeing that we
all must answer to Christ at the Judgment Seat one day? Our sense of inadequacy is no excuse, given
that he has promised to work with us as we set our hearts to the task of
extending his kingdom.” [ibid. pp. 179-180]
Practical
Advice About Setting Up Prayer-Meetings
Remember:
“We must face the fact that for our churches and ministries to be all that God
wants them to be, they must be saturated with prayer. No new revelation or church-growth technique
will change the fact that spiritual power is always linked to
communion with God. If you and I are
prayerless, if our churches have no appetite for God’s presence, we will never
reach our full potential in him.”
“Many
visitors to our Tuesday night prayer meetings get inspired and want to go and
do likewise back home. But it is very
important to discern God’s guidance as to the true spiritual temperature of a
congregation and what the next step should be.
While some pastors have started prayer meetings similar to ours and have
seen wonderful responses, others have been disappointed. Many times the spirit of prayer has been so
absent in a church that a weeknight prayer meeting, no matter how biblical or
laudable, meets with apathy and coldness.
This discourages pastors even more, and they feel doubly defeated as
fewer and fewer people come each week. I
often recommend that these pastors adjust the Sunday service instead. Preaching time can be shortened somewhat, and
when the sermon is over, invite those who feel touched by the Word to come
forward for prayer. Get your staff and
the church’s spiritual leaders around you and pray with them. What is an “altar service”? It’s a mini-prayer meeting. After people find more freedom to bring their
needs to God, the spirit of prayer can begin to take hold. Then God will lead you to the next step. We must always remember that prayer is a gift
from the Holy Spirit, and we can’t work it up.
So give God time to work in people’s hearts. After they have experienced the joy and power
of his presence, God will be able to do even greater things.” [ibid. pp.
183-184]
i.e.
Matthew 18:19-20, remember Jesus said when two or three gather together in his
name, he is there in the midst of them.
When I started a prayer meeting in a Sabbath-keeping Church of God
house-church, we did just the same thing, I started out with the elder of the
house-church and me, just the two of us, and after we experienced Jesus’
presence and many answered prayers, we slowly added to the group, and as the
group grew, each new member experienced the joy of sensing Jesus’ presence and
answered prayers. Our prayer group was
more structured, owing to the nature of our churches. Find your own way with God, all the while
realizing that God’s house is to be a house of prayer, as Jesus said, quoting
himself in Isaiah. [all emphasis mine
throughout these excerpts]
For
the full and awesome story of Pastor Cymbala and the Brooklyn Tabernacle, be
sure to order a copy of Fresh Wind, Fresh Fire for yourself. Order: Fresh Wind, Fresh Fire, ISBN-10: 0-310-61024-9,
Copyright © by Jim Cymbala, Zondervan, Grand Rapids, Michigan 49530. The book can easily be ordered off
Amazon.
related
links:
Pray
the Bible Way (Charles Stanley)
https://unityinchrist.com/prayer/bibleway.htm
George
Mueller, Man of Prayer and Faith
https://unityinchrist.com/prayer/mueller.htm
Prayer
Groups
https://unityinchrist.com/wwcofg/Prayer-groupGuidelines.htm
Family
Prayer Groups
https://unityinchrist.com/wwcofg/FamilyPrayer-group%20guideline.htm
Fasting
https://unityinchrist.com/prayer/fasting.htm
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